After
the Water Has Dried: Remembering our Baptism
Matthew 3: 13-17 Nancy
Willet
Bethany Presbyterian Church, Dallas January
9, 2005
I saw a movie once where the main character had a case of amnesia. He
had been hit in the head and in addition to not remembering his distant
past, his short term memory was gone as well. He couldn't remember things
that happened 15 minutes earlier. He came up with the idea of tattooing
messages on himself to remind him of important things and taking Polaroid
pictures annotated with their meaning. Tattooing oneself with reminders seems a rather extreme way to deal
with amnesia. It must be very disconcerting not to be able to remember
your past or who you really are. But you know there is a type of amnesia
different from what this character in the movie experienced. You may
not have ever heard of this type of amnesia. It's called spiritual amnesia.
Spiritual amnesia is forgetting the identity given to us by our Creator.
We forget what God has done for us and what God has promised for us.
We also many times forget what we are called to be and to do as disciples.
But, God in all God's goodness has given the church a gift to help us
remember—to counteract this spiritual amnesia from which we suffer
from at times. This gift is much less painful than getting a tattoo to
remind us of what we have forgotten. However, we are marked
for life, tattooed, if you will, forever when we receive this gift. God's
gift to us is Baptism.
Baptism is one of the two sacraments of the Presbyterian Church. It
is a sacred ritual administered with simple everyday tap water. There
is no magical power in the water we use in Baptism. Water from the Jordan
River, where we read Jesus was baptized is no more special than the water
we have in our font today. God chooses everyday elements found
in nature, such as water, bread, and wine to symbolize deeply spiritual
events. Water is the major symbol used in Baptism.
Through the symbol of water, God helps us to remember stories of creation
and new beginnings. Remember how God's Spirit hovered over the waters
of chaos in the Genesis creation story? God spoke, chaos was arrested,
and order was created. Water also reminds us of the waters of the Flood
in Genesis, and the Hebrews exodus from Egypt through the Red Sea.
Water is such a significant symbol in the Christian faith; we can bracket
the life, ministry, and death of Jesus with water. Jesus began his life
in the waters of his mother's womb. Jesus was baptized in the waters
of the Jordan River. Jesus called his disciples around the Sea of Galilee,
and when Jesus was on the cross, "the centurion's spear pierced
his side emptying him of the very substances of life—water and
blood" (Baptism: Christ's Act in the Church, Laurence Hull
Stookey, 1982. pg.15).
The water used in Baptism is symbolic of all these things and more.
It is also symbolic of rebirth and the washing away of sin, so that we
may be cleansed and put on the fresh garment of Jesus Christ.
In God's gift of Baptism, a covenant is established between God and
the person baptized. Later in this hour of worship, we will reaffirm
the covenant we entered into in our Baptism. Through covenant, a relationship
is established between one who makes a promise and those to whom the
promise is given. God made covenants with Noah, with Moses and the Hebrews,
with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob to remind them of who they were and to
whom they belonged. Our baptismal covenant is one of the ways in which
God reminds us of our identities—our identity as citizens
of God's Realm.
Unfortunately, covenants are not always respected. "The prophet
Amos in the Old Testament, amidst the failure of his generation to honor
God's covenant, called for justice to roll down like waters and righteousness
like an ever-flowing stream. There is that symbol of water again, this
time symbolizing justice and righteousness.
Amos and the other prophets "envisioned a fresh expression
of God's grace and of creation's goodness for their generation. They
envisioned a new covenant accompanied by the sprinkling of cleansing
water. This vision of a new covenant was given to us in Jesus Christ.
This vision of creation's goodness and God's grace is given to us in
our baptisms.
Regrettably, we are no different from Amos and the many prophets and
saints that have gone before us. Unlike God, who is faithful to all covenant
promises, we human beings do not always hold up our end of the covenant.
Our Book of Order tells us that "Baptism is only received
once," yet there are times when we need to renew our end
of the covenant made in our Baptisms. "God's faithfulness
needs no renewal. Human faithfulness to God needs repeated renewal" (W-2.3007).
In 1997, several years before I even had a notion I was being called
to ordained ministry, I first renewed my baptismal covenant at my home
church in Mesquite. I had been experiencing a "spiritual reawakening" in
my life, and desired some way in which to recommit myself to God. I felt
like I needed a spiritual jolt, a boost, if you will.
I was baptized as an infant, like I'm sure many of you were. I had also
experienced the baptism of my three children, and was deeply touched
by the promises I, along with the congregation made in their baptisms.
I wanted to experience baptism again as an adult, with an adult understanding
of what baptism meant. I wanted that power of the Holy Spirit, descending
like a dove to alight on me and renew my life with God. I wanted to be
re-baptized.
What I did not understand was what I quoted earlier; God's
faithfulness needs no renewal. God's sign and seal
of my citizenship in God's Realm were tattooed on my heart when I
was baptized as an infant. It was I that
needed to renew my promises to God—not
God that needed to hold up God's end of the covenant.
My pastor suggested to me a renewal of my baptismal covenant
during the regular hour of worship on a Sunday morning. This was something
new to the congregation in Mesquite, as it is to many of you here at
Bethany. Different from what we will experience today, however, I was
the only one that Sunday renewing my baptismal covenant.
Let me take that statement back. I was the only one standing
in front of the congregation making my own public profession of faith,
and restating my promises made in the baptismal covenant. However, each
time a congregation participates in a Baptism, of an infant, an adult,
or even someone renewing their baptismal covenant like I did, it is an
occasion for the whole community to renew their own baptismal vows. It
is an occasion for remembering that our life in Christ is a continuous
experience and that our commitment is to be renewed daily.
You see, Baptism is a process, not a specific moment in time. Baptism initiates the
relationship with God that we can either choose or reject. The
process of living our baptismal identity requires a lifetime, regardless
of the age of initiation. When we accept the gift of Baptism and our
identity as citizens in God's Realm, we are called to respond to that
precious gift with the response of faithfulness and discipleship.
You see, what matters most, is how we live our life after the
baptismal water on our heads has dried. In Baptism, God embraced us with
the love of Christ and told us, you are my beloved son, you are my
beloved daughter. We grow into those promises everyday and keep
growing until we can claim those promises for ourselves.
Our lives matter to God. We have been baptized, cleansed by the water,
and now God waits. God waits to see how we shall speak, how we will live,
after the water has dried. |